Dance practice:

It was so tough today, was really irritated half way through. Nothing i do seems to be right. I was either slow or fast or i screw up. Got scolded as a group today. I guess that was the stimulus for my sudden mood change. Beware, rants up ahead.

I was trying my god damn hardest. And i did TRY to dance as well as possible. I am sorry i did not give it 200% but i did give 100% . I was NOT fooling around. The costume was so itchy and i was so hot and sweating litres. I did not complain and neither show it on stage. I was PROFESSIONAL by smiling even though i feel like slapping someone and crying/screaming out loud.

I am SORRY that i broke the prop. I did NOT do it on purpose. I was practicing my butt off. I only got that damn prop TODAY. It is NOT possible that i can get use to it like 3secs. I am NOT an immortal. And now you are saying that I broke the prop because that i was not practicing hard enough and that i did not treat it well. FYI i treat my props VERY WELL in case you do not know. OK i admit that i did not put my prop down properly LAST TIME. But ever since you raise it up, I treat it better than i treat myself.

YOU were the one who told us to treat our prop WELL and RESPECT it. So who was the one who stuck $400++ worth of prop up your smelly ass? Well, it happen to be YOU too. So what are you trying to say now? Should i stick that up my ass too? Mind you, i got to hold that prop that you stuck it up there and the thought of it makes me want to puke. She did not mean to break her prop. She is feeling bad about it . So please do not scold her and show her the "orh hor...." look. It sucks. REALLY.

It is not my fault that i did not have the prop with me during performance
It was not meiling's fault.
It was not my fault that i slip.
It is not meiling's fault either that she slip.
Mind you. She got to let me stand on her back and it is NOT EASY. I weigh 45kg which is like equivalent to 4 and a half packets of 10 kg rice.

I am equally disappointed that i did not fare well today. I really wish that we can get GWH but just in case you do not know. It is not easy. Considering the fact that this dance has so many props and 57 members running the whole show and that there are so many "tricks" to show. I got hit EVERYWHERE. I got bruises on my palm. My ankle hurt so much that i swear it was almost burning.

Please act like a teacher at least. Please do not only act like one when you are scolding people. Yes, indeed you are,if i could find a word," like-able" SOMETIMES. However, sometimes i really think that you belong to somewhere which starts is a "I" and ends with a "p"

To those who suck up to you. OMG please get a life. It is so not worth it considering that he is a little kuku. Furthermore, it just happens that i really hate one of those suckers. Well that's too bad.

To the female teacher: Well nothing much to say about you as you are ALWAYS like that. Keep up the "good" work.

P.s Your jokes are far from funny, they are painful to hear and my ears almost bleed.