Went with dance peeps to Victoria theater to watch the huiguan performance. It was great except for 3 dances which 2 of them were solo and 1 trio. Well i seriously like dances with alot of people dancing unless it is cha cha or rumba or tango which only require 2 person. Well these are just my comments. Otherwise it was not bad. After watching was seriously tired just want to go home straight. Long time never see jiamin ler. Though i am not very close to her i still kind of miss her. She look so cute yesterday!! Everybody wore super nice clothes yesterday and i don't deny that i was a little jealous at their beauty and outfit. Being with them makes me feel ugly i am like " you are so pretty and i am like shit" then they would be like " no la you OK what nothings wrong" but deep down inside i feel really shit. I kept asking myself why am i like that and they are so much better. I know now is not the time to care about appearance but...i don't know. I am in need of an extreme makeover!! Don't mind me but i feel really shit!!
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